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A Sad DayPlease don't let him bring you down
I don't want to watch you waste away
I wish I could run to your arms
And promise you a better day

I want you to surrender
The awful games you play
Just for once in your life
I wish you'd ask me to stay

I watch you from my window
As you give into his demand
I know you just want to be "cool"
And you think I don't understand

But as the days fly past
And I wait for your call
I start to think you don't care
Because I'm nothing at all

Then I get depressed
And slowly wither away
I can think of nothing else
Except that one day

When you told me I was yours
And you loved me true
Now I look in th
Sad GirlYou've pierced my heart and left me to die
I sit all alone and wonder why
It's hard to go on without a heart
It was your razorblade words that tore it apart
Scribbling down sentences to describe how I feel
Nothing I write can feel this real
The mirror reflects a pain that will never fade
I'm trapped in a mess that I've made
Duct taping broken pieces that fit into place
Mascara running down my face
At a frantic pace my fingers missed
A lose piece fell and slit my wrist
Just enough to see a peek of red
The way this night ended I'd rather be dead
Sad EyesSad Eyes

I guess sad eyes never lie
No matter how hard they try
The pain is always there
Always in that mournful stare

Eyes so glassy and empty
So much so it envokes pity
What stole the soul of these beautiful spheres?
What could take away all their hopes and fears?

What cold heart could kill their light?
Turing from open and warm to cool and tight?
Poor little orbs of blue, brown, and green
How could the world be so cruel and mean?

I know behind that wall you've built you wish to cry
Because sad eyes can never lie
It's Sad
It's sad
That I wake up in the morning
And then get out of bed
There's no point
If I've got nothing to do
It's sad

It's sad
That I've got a closet
Full of bones I'll never show
Sad I went through what I did
I don't wish it on anyone
But it happens
It's sad

It's sad
That I"d hurt myself
I turn emotions
Into cuts and bruises
I make myself bleed
And I suppose
It's sad

It's sad
That I hate myself
I know it's sad because I cry
And that's a sure sign that
Things aren't as they should be
I'm sad…that I'm fucking sad
It's sad
ALONENo one can see the pain that we hide,
They're happy for us to keep it inside,
Our fear is our own; they don't want to know,
Why sould we involve them; why should it show.

You live your whole life in confusion and fear,
The need to feel something unbearably near,
Half of you living, Half of you gone,
And inside you know what your doing is wrong.

The thing's that can help, the thing's that may heal,
Are the flame or the blade and the sting of the steel,
The destruction of skin means the death of your soul,
But there's nowhere to run when your living alone.
SuicideI cut myself today
and I started to bleed
The pain is so intense
and I start to scream

I cut myself today
and I start to cry
why did I do this?
I don't want to die

I crawl to the door
I'm at the top of the stairs
I try and yell for help
But the words don't come out

I try to get up
but my knees are so weak
I take my last breath
with one tear rolling down my cheek
SuicideYou called me up,
crying,
down the phone,
you said you'd taken some pills,
and didn't want, to die alone.

Is your life,
that messed up,
you had to take steps,
to make it stop?

I cried to you,
to call 999,
you said you couldn't listen,
to voices other than mine.

your voice sounded weak,
fighting for breath,
the silence was noticeable
as if i was deaf.

The streets of heaven,
are already full tonight,
full of souls,
souls of angels,
souls like yours,
souls of people,
whose life ended too soon.

Your death,
has brought nothing but pain,
upon this world.
FriendsFriends are the only angels
We'll ever get to see
While still on earth
While we still can breath

They're there for us
Through thick and thin
They light our way
When our path is dim

To hold your hand
To counsel you through
To help you out
To hold to you true

They're God's little gift
To show you He's there
They're his angel's to you
To show you that he does care
DeppresionSadness chokes me
I feel a deep sensatin drowning me
In an eternal pool of the new moon
No light reaches me and i realize
Im happy in this infernal dream
i dont want to be (Depression)I don't want to be the person,
Who watches realtionships begin in blind love and sour into tragedy,
To stand by and watch others have fun and feel jealous
Feel im better than them, because I have to suffer more
It makes me better than them, suffering more than them
Or does it
I'm the person who listens to all your problems
I'm the person who no one cares to ask, "can I help you? Are you okay?"
No, because all I'm here for is to help YOU
Because apparently I cant love someone
I was never treated unfairly
I'm the innocent one
I'm the second choice
The one overlooked
Don't you think it hurts?
Watching one of my closest friend
My Quote"If you're afraid of death, then you're afraid of life."
    -Animefangirl22
Black TearsI am swimming in my own despair
wrenching
weeping
My whole existence is a lie.
I have a spiritual conection with brandon lee
the rush of the razor is the sweetest pain.
Eyes closed for the final time, the soul
released
gushing
my soul is dead and nothing is left.
one day I too will take life
endless hopelessness.
DreamsChase after something that you may think is impossible to get,
It may just end up coming after you,
So never give up on your dreams,
And keep taking a step forward and never go back...
Perscription for a PanaceaA.D.D's Depressing me please give me something Doc,
I don't know why i'm tired do you have a pill in stock?
A million times a day they say they're feeling not quite right.
A million times a day the Doctor sheds a little light.

But like fire a in the night, it's just a minute cure.
I could get high any day and so the same for sure.
Our doctors give us pills to ease our world corroded brains,
but why not solve the cause instead of burying theses pains?

Why not cure the world and take the weight off of my mind.
They would rather profit from our pill dependent kind.
And why not trust the doctor who makes everything alright?
He may get
Sticks And StonesSTICKS AND STONES
sticks and stones may break my bones
But your words will always hurt me
No matter how I try to escape them
I just can't seem to break free
I laugh, pretending your words don't mean a thing
Then lock myself in my room
In hopes of numbing this sting
You're the only one who can help me now
The one who scars the most
Still I turn to you, dear razor
I smile and press you close
Once the blood's released
I feel much better
All my scars are hidden
Underneath my sweater
Things will be different one day
Or so I keep telling myself
But until that day comes
I have you, my friend atop that shelf
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Mask of emotionsthere's a Mask unlike any other

a Mask that grins and lies

a Mask that frowns and cries

a Mask that scowls and scares

a Mask tht blanks and stares

i know for I've seen the Mask

i've seen those who wore it enter thier cask

i warn you, dispair will loom

wear it, and you'll see your doom

its beauty will disappear

filling all with fear

i warn you, dispair will loom

wear it and you'll see your doom...
MaskI don't know when it happened...
...How it happened...
...Nor why it happened...

All memory has vanished as soon as it touched me face....

I don't even remember my real name...

I have been called many things...

...Demon...
...Cursed One...
...Thing...
...Monster...

Roaming around... Village to Village...
Asking... Pleading for help

But, I've been turned away... Driven out of their Villages.

They don't understand... non of them understands

They see only the mask...
This horrid, disgusting mask...

Years roaming, finding no one

Then... I found her.
Snow had fallen. Trees bareing white skeletal hands

She had gone to play on the
Look Into My EyesLook into my eyes
Look deeply...
What do you see?

Look for my soul
Look carefully...
Can you find it at all?

If you find nothing,
Nothing at all...
Why do I care?

It pains me,
Pains me dearly,
To know I'm empty

Where is my heart,
Beating softly
Where is it please

Is it rotting?
Slowly in the dirt?
Worms crawling inside?

Is it soaking?
In a jar?
Among others on the shelf?

Or was it taken?
From my chest?
Leaving a hole inside?

A hole inside...
Deep inside...
Reflecting in my eyes...

A hole inside,
Reflecting in my eyes...
ColdIt's cold outside...
All warmth have vanished

It's cold outside...
All life is now gone

It's cold outside...
Now I am alone

It's cold outside...
It's consuming me

It's cold outside...
Why am I alone?

It's cold outside...
Why have you all gone?

Someone... Please stand by me...
Forget Me Notwhen I Die,
I ask only
to be
Remembered.

my Death,
is to be
Forgotten.

do not Forget,
when I Die
who I
Am.

please Remember...
Please Remember...
We will be oneI will sink into your skin,
Sink into every bone...

I will take over your body,
Control every breath...

I will soon become you,
Then, we will be one...

No more feeling afraid...
No more feeling alone...

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It's sad

:icon1malebolgia1:

It's sad,
How people lock themselves up,
In their own little world.

We lie to ourselves,
Say that everything's alright,
Everythings fine.

We wear the mask,
And act the part,
And say it's all part of the show.

We live in boxes,
See in darkness,
And speak in lies.

I't's our world
That we live in,
Why should it change?
:icon1malebolgia1:
This poem is about those people...

It's sad...
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Critique by ~YouAreMore1 Jan 19, 2012, 4:41:58 PM
This poem is amazing... I can relate to it soo much.
This poem reminds me of my life :) it is very well exicuted. The point comes across easily. The poem itself is easy to understand, and to be frank some poems are not that easy to understand. When you read this poem there are so many things in it that different people can relate to. I really like the fact that the poem ends in a question. Over all it is an most excellent poem.. Thank you for uploading :) I love the part about the mask its soo true..
thanks again :)
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~siLverlOVestiEn17 May 11, 2013  New member
That's me :(
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~ShadAlex1011 May 9, 2013
That's sad and true. Happens to me a lot too. :(
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Mood: Neutral ~artloverneedsnoname May 4, 2013  New member
so true..........
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~simply-awesome Apr 21, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I can relate to this :) It's so true!
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Mood: Sadness ~Deathkiller01 Apr 20, 2013
[link] :'(
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Mood: Emotional ~eddyissocool Mar 27, 2013  New member Hobbyist Writer
I was really moved by your writing [link] I hope you are to.
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~applerainbow Mar 22, 2013
I always felt comfort when in a mask
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~TsukiyonoYume1126 Mar 20, 2013  Hobbyist
It's sad, and I can relate perfectly. Good job
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*twilightlinkjh Mar 10, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I just can't see why people can't accept people the way they are and allow them to be themselves:hug:
I refuse to wear the mask^^
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Mood: Love ~GothicWhoovian Feb 27, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I love this! (: I think its great
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